Thursday, May 29, 2008
i just realised.. that over the past nearly nineteen months me and WJ's been dating, we've never really thought much about 'our song'. ahhaha. okae. very random but like my blog name and a apt description of me (according to stef, kat and feng -i am quite random).
was watching this chick flick kind of show and this couple were in a mini-argument when suddenly their 'song' played then they were all happy times again. hahaha. i thought it was rather sweet. but then again, i change songs like i change moods (not counting that time of the month) so it's gonna be hard.
i mean first of all, even if we did get a song. would WJ prefer it in Chinese? in which case, i'm a goner coz i probably wouldn't even recognise it when it's playing. if it's in English, i would prob have chosen like dozens! btw WJ, my singing in chinese sucks. it sounds weird. not to mention now my chinese is super bad coz i havent been using it for like MONTHS!
i read my CSI collector's book volume 1. SUPERB. the graphics are wonderfully detailed to the point of gory. PLUS PLUS PLUS i was reading it at 1-2am in the morning so you could imagine how creeped out i was when i snuck into bed. gonna read volume 2 next week after my exams. hopefully by then i would have saved enough to buy volume 3. i think there's like 5 or 6 volumes and they cost like forty bucks apiece! maaaan.
oh yeah. my Hot Topic stuff is on its way to me. wooots. hahhaa. i took advantage of the US recession to order clothes. Hot Topic clothes are kinda on the emo-gothic side but i cant resist some, if not all, of it! hahah. so far i think i've ordered from AE, NO, VS and Hot Topic lo.
ya know. after online shopping, it's like GSS seems incredibly tame and boring. =X i mean sure it's cheaper but think about it this way. if everyone took advantage of it, then every tom, dick or harry (or rather tessa, rachel or harriet [for us ladies XD]) would be wearing the same thing. =/
was watching this chick flick kind of show and this couple were in a mini-argument when suddenly their 'song' played then they were all happy times again. hahaha. i thought it was rather sweet. but then again, i change songs like i change moods (not counting that time of the month) so it's gonna be hard.
i mean first of all, even if we did get a song. would WJ prefer it in Chinese? in which case, i'm a goner coz i probably wouldn't even recognise it when it's playing. if it's in English, i would prob have chosen like dozens! btw WJ, my singing in chinese sucks. it sounds weird. not to mention now my chinese is super bad coz i havent been using it for like MONTHS!
i read my CSI collector's book volume 1. SUPERB. the graphics are wonderfully detailed to the point of gory. PLUS PLUS PLUS i was reading it at 1-2am in the morning so you could imagine how creeped out i was when i snuck into bed. gonna read volume 2 next week after my exams. hopefully by then i would have saved enough to buy volume 3. i think there's like 5 or 6 volumes and they cost like forty bucks apiece! maaaan.
oh yeah. my Hot Topic stuff is on its way to me. wooots. hahhaa. i took advantage of the US recession to order clothes. Hot Topic clothes are kinda on the emo-gothic side but i cant resist some, if not all, of it! hahah. so far i think i've ordered from AE, NO, VS and Hot Topic lo.
ya know. after online shopping, it's like GSS seems incredibly tame and boring. =X i mean sure it's cheaper but think about it this way. if everyone took advantage of it, then every tom, dick or harry (or rather tessa, rachel or harriet [for us ladies XD]) would be wearing the same thing. =/
what we could have been, 9:50 pm.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
this is definitely not my day. i've been suffering from a bout of bladder insanity in which i have gone to the toilet to pee 4 times in the the past twenty-eight minutes. and believe me it's, pardon the pun, pissing me off! ARGHX.
went out with my grandma today. she's soooooooooooooooo nice la. sometimes feel sorry coz she doesnt get much attention and neither can she enjoy going out by herself or with friends for long coz of her bad leg. =(
I BOUGHT A NEW FISH TODAY! ^^ this one's even prettier than Pooka! (sorry Pookie)
hehe. i love my new blue with white tail fish! sadly its white tail is turning pink coz of the colour of the.. erm.. shade thing. they can see each other lo! wth. but i wont let them fight. especially since i paid for them!
went out with my grandma today. she's soooooooooooooooo nice la. sometimes feel sorry coz she doesnt get much attention and neither can she enjoy going out by herself or with friends for long coz of her bad leg. =(
I BOUGHT A NEW FISH TODAY! ^^ this one's even prettier than Pooka! (sorry Pookie)
hehe. i love my new blue with white tail fish! sadly its white tail is turning pink coz of the colour of the.. erm.. shade thing. they can see each other lo! wth. but i wont let them fight. especially since i paid for them!
what we could have been, 9:53 pm.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
you know. today was like telling steffi about the kind of crap that unfortunately happens at anytime, anywhere. it's called POLITICS. to be honest i thought i was relatively safe from it. until i realised i was pushed into headfirst.
it's so stupid a matter yet it blew out of proportion. at first i was determined to set it right but now i see, even as much as you love playing the victim, that i had no say in how my demise was to be. i seriously must be delirious for having kept on giving and giving and for what? A SLAP IN THE FACE. such childish a moment it was, but yet it held so much impact. is that your talent?
MOVING ON.
was like super hyper during class. kept talking to nicole, michelle, meagan, coral and jia yue in class. was kinda ignoring R coz of my super bad mood and the previous situation.
this was part of our notes. hahah. that's coral! i was too lazy to stand up and snap so her head's kinda blocking my notes. XD
this is jia yue! (i hope i spelled and pronounced her name correctly). we're all lazy bums. XD hahaha. even michelle and meagan were snapping away. i was kinda like snapping their backs. oh wells. XD
it's so stupid a matter yet it blew out of proportion. at first i was determined to set it right but now i see, even as much as you love playing the victim, that i had no say in how my demise was to be. i seriously must be delirious for having kept on giving and giving and for what? A SLAP IN THE FACE. such childish a moment it was, but yet it held so much impact. is that your talent?
MOVING ON.
was like super hyper during class. kept talking to nicole, michelle, meagan, coral and jia yue in class. was kinda ignoring R coz of my super bad mood and the previous situation.
this was part of our notes. hahah. that's coral! i was too lazy to stand up and snap so her head's kinda blocking my notes. XD
this is jia yue! (i hope i spelled and pronounced her name correctly). we're all lazy bums. XD hahaha. even michelle and meagan were snapping away. i was kinda like snapping their backs. oh wells. XD
what we could have been, 11:41 pm.
Rules Of the Weird Tag Quiz That Yiwen Saboed Me Into Doing.
a]people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
b]tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.
Laura's Answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
me? ermm. hurt? shocked? i don't really know. i guess it'll accumulate until i break down. people will say forgive and forget but some things just cant be forgiven so.. really depends on how the situation can be salvaged?
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
to right all the wrongs i did. to become a better christian (god knows how much i've drifted away from it)
#3. What would your dream wedding be like?
erm. this is kinda hard. i've always had like five different fantasy dream weddings. umms.. On an island? A small handful of close relatives and friends. Sky full of blue and pinks as the sun sets. Gentle breezes. At the water's edge. yeah. =D
#4. Are you confused as what lies ahead of you?
well, yeah. but that's life.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
charismatic! i've never been able to resist a man who's able to hold his end of the conversation XD logical yet passionate. understanding, trustworthy. a hunger for adventure. umms. and loves me for who i am. XD
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i dunno leh. if the person doesnt love you back, then loving someone isnt really blessed. =/ but then it applies to the person who loves you and you dont return the feelings. so, neither? but in truth, everyone wants to be loved. so being loved by someone is more blessed. =D
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i've waited before. but it all that i end up with is a broken heart. so no, i wont wait. after all, time waits for no man. =)
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
walk away. there's nothing in it for me if he's attached.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yup. stress over exams. friends. money. ******.
#10. What do you most in life?
to give my future kids all the love and opportunities i never had.
#11. Is being tagged fun?
-.- stupid question. kinda.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i dont even know what i'll wear tomorrow! =/ anyways. MARRIED. working. hope i'd have a masters by then. probably a kid? i dunno. =/ only time will tell.
#13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
oh, everyone knows this answer -coy smile-
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
well, about 4 years ago, she was the crazy girl whom i loved talking and being crazy with. now she's prob more serious and a much more dedicated christian than i will prob ever be. =)
#15. Would you rather be single and rich OR married and poor?
well. if i was single and rich, i could still go get married but i'd use a prenup so if my husband wants to scam me, he cant get to my money. WAHAHAHHA! -.- i dont think i can handle being poor, ya see. =/
#16. If you could have any animal as a pet, what would it be?
ummm. a tiger or cheetah. =D or a wolf! right now, i'm happy with my Pooka. =)
#17. What are one of those things you prefer not to do?
screw up. =/ i want to do well in school.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
perfect. hahaha. dunno leh. i see shades of me everywhere. but i think the one that stands out is the insecure, misunderstood girl that's been with me since primary school.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when everything goes wrong.
#20. If you had to choose between love (BGR) or friendship, what would it be?
technically, love has to have a foundation of friendship first anyways. FRIENDSHIP IS MORE IMPORTANT.
MY NEXT EIGHT TARGETS ARE: WEN JIE. STEFFI. WEN QI. LOUISE. JIMMY. SANDY. LISA. ZALIKHA.
a]people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
b]tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.
Laura's Answers:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
me? ermm. hurt? shocked? i don't really know. i guess it'll accumulate until i break down. people will say forgive and forget but some things just cant be forgiven so.. really depends on how the situation can be salvaged?
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
to right all the wrongs i did. to become a better christian (god knows how much i've drifted away from it)
#3. What would your dream wedding be like?
erm. this is kinda hard. i've always had like five different fantasy dream weddings. umms.. On an island? A small handful of close relatives and friends. Sky full of blue and pinks as the sun sets. Gentle breezes. At the water's edge. yeah. =D
#4. Are you confused as what lies ahead of you?
well, yeah. but that's life.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
charismatic! i've never been able to resist a man who's able to hold his end of the conversation XD logical yet passionate. understanding, trustworthy. a hunger for adventure. umms. and loves me for who i am. XD
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i dunno leh. if the person doesnt love you back, then loving someone isnt really blessed. =/ but then it applies to the person who loves you and you dont return the feelings. so, neither? but in truth, everyone wants to be loved. so being loved by someone is more blessed. =D
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i've waited before. but it all that i end up with is a broken heart. so no, i wont wait. after all, time waits for no man. =)
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
walk away. there's nothing in it for me if he's attached.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yup. stress over exams. friends. money. ******.
#10. What do you most in life?
to give my future kids all the love and opportunities i never had.
#11. Is being tagged fun?
-.- stupid question. kinda.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i dont even know what i'll wear tomorrow! =/ anyways. MARRIED. working. hope i'd have a masters by then. probably a kid? i dunno. =/ only time will tell.
#13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
oh, everyone knows this answer -coy smile-
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
well, about 4 years ago, she was the crazy girl whom i loved talking and being crazy with. now she's prob more serious and a much more dedicated christian than i will prob ever be. =)
#15. Would you rather be single and rich OR married and poor?
well. if i was single and rich, i could still go get married but i'd use a prenup so if my husband wants to scam me, he cant get to my money. WAHAHAHHA! -.- i dont think i can handle being poor, ya see. =/
#16. If you could have any animal as a pet, what would it be?
ummm. a tiger or cheetah. =D or a wolf! right now, i'm happy with my Pooka. =)
#17. What are one of those things you prefer not to do?
screw up. =/ i want to do well in school.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
perfect. hahaha. dunno leh. i see shades of me everywhere. but i think the one that stands out is the insecure, misunderstood girl that's been with me since primary school.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when everything goes wrong.
#20. If you had to choose between love (BGR) or friendship, what would it be?
technically, love has to have a foundation of friendship first anyways. FRIENDSHIP IS MORE IMPORTANT.
MY NEXT EIGHT TARGETS ARE: WEN JIE. STEFFI. WEN QI. LOUISE. JIMMY. SANDY. LISA. ZALIKHA.
what we could have been, 10:18 am.
Monday, May 26, 2008
UPDATE:
lisa's pet fish, the yellow guppy, DIED. well. =/ we figured it was the blue-black fish(not my fighting fish, but the guppy) that bullied it to death OR the shock of being transferred from home to home killed it.
so wnow we've watching if the other two would die within the next two days (as the other guppies had previously did).
had just watched alvin and the chipmunks. I'M SO TEMPTED to call him THEODORE, after the chubby chipmunk. but i still like the idea of Pooka or Dimitri. my poor fishie looks hungry. i wanna feed him! but i dont want to feed him til he explodes (like deb's fish did).
lisa's pet fish, the yellow guppy, DIED. well. =/ we figured it was the blue-black fish(not my fighting fish, but the guppy) that bullied it to death OR the shock of being transferred from home to home killed it.
so wnow we've watching if the other two would die within the next two days (as the other guppies had previously did).
had just watched alvin and the chipmunks. I'M SO TEMPTED to call him THEODORE, after the chubby chipmunk. but i still like the idea of Pooka or Dimitri. my poor fishie looks hungry. i wanna feed him! but i dont want to feed him til he explodes (like deb's fish did).
what we could have been, 9:41 pm.
woke up pretty early today coz debs needed to leave. lisa overslept so she didnt go for basketball. then me and kat were lying in bed and talking talking talking. lols.
went for lunch at parkway. ate meatballs at pastamania. then later we walked around then went over to video ezy. rented to lovewrecked, white chicks, alvin & the chipmunks as well as anastasia. aaaawwwwwwwx. i love Anastasia. i love the storyline (no matter how untrue it is to the real history =/ ) we sang along to all the songs, me and kat.
Dancing bears
Painted wings
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
once upon a december
Someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
across my memory,
Someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
across my memory,
Far away, long ago
things I yern to remember
and a song someone sings
Once upon a December
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December
-sighs- I LOVE THAT SONG. plus that at the beginning and the, erm, erm, journey song? heh. dont really know the title of that song. anyways, we've watched two movies already. hahahx.
I BOUGHT A FISH TODAY! but i'm still deciding on what to call him. yes, it's a male. coz i loved its electric blue, blue-black and red mixture. =)
awwww. it's such a cute little fish~! it turned to face me when i was just about to take its photo. hahhaa. camwhore fish! XD
kat's convinced i'm gonna spoil my fish to death. have already fed it twice in the few hours that i have owned it. but to be honest, i only fed him like 4-5 tiny balls of food.
i was thinking of naming it Pooka (after the dog in Anastasia) or Dmitri (after the lead male in Anastasia). kat says Pooka's better than Bartok (buttocks). wahahah.
THIS IS VERY RANDOM BUT I THINK IT'S QUITE TRUE AFTER WATCHING ALMOST A DOZEN ROMANTIC FILMS. debbie's concocted this theory that for someone to fall madly in love with you(or anybody), the damsel-in-distress should get into a life-threatening situation in which somehow will the male would fall deeply, passionately in love with her. lols.
went for lunch at parkway. ate meatballs at pastamania. then later we walked around then went over to video ezy. rented to lovewrecked, white chicks, alvin & the chipmunks as well as anastasia. aaaawwwwwwwx. i love Anastasia. i love the storyline (no matter how untrue it is to the real history =/ ) we sang along to all the songs, me and kat.
Dancing bears
Painted wings
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
once upon a december
Someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
across my memory,
Someone holds me safe and warm,
horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
across my memory,
Far away, long ago
things I yern to remember
and a song someone sings
Once upon a December
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December
-sighs- I LOVE THAT SONG. plus that at the beginning and the, erm, erm, journey song? heh. dont really know the title of that song. anyways, we've watched two movies already. hahahx.
I BOUGHT A FISH TODAY! but i'm still deciding on what to call him. yes, it's a male. coz i loved its electric blue, blue-black and red mixture. =)
awwww. it's such a cute little fish~! it turned to face me when i was just about to take its photo. hahhaa. camwhore fish! XD
kat's convinced i'm gonna spoil my fish to death. have already fed it twice in the few hours that i have owned it. but to be honest, i only fed him like 4-5 tiny balls of food.
i was thinking of naming it Pooka (after the dog in Anastasia) or Dmitri (after the lead male in Anastasia). kat says Pooka's better than Bartok (buttocks). wahahah.
THIS IS VERY RANDOM BUT I THINK IT'S QUITE TRUE AFTER WATCHING ALMOST A DOZEN ROMANTIC FILMS. debbie's concocted this theory that for someone to fall madly in love with you(or anybody), the damsel-in-distress should get into a life-threatening situation in which somehow will the male would fall deeply, passionately in love with her. lols.
what we could have been, 6:56 pm.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
FRIDAY
went over to kat's house at night. WJ was so sweet and thoughtful. he helped carry my bags (i had my school bag, clothes bag and my laptop carrier so he carried the latter two). then he even insisted on bringing my jacket -he knows that i might get cold in class. =D awwwwx. I LOVE HIM. *kisses* hahhaax.
we all crammed in kat's and jess' room like we always do. slept on the bed with jess. she kept laughing and laughing. weird. -.-
SATURDAY
stoned the whole morning away. kat and lisa went to collect results. then later went swimming with debs. their swimming pool is so KEWL! it's got a man made waterfall. sweet! the heat was so unbearable but the pool was unnaturally refreshing! aaaaaaaaaah!
later watched two disney classics. beauty and the beast and aladdin. aaaawwx. i really miss those days when i used to believe in them. then went out coz debbie needed to buy presents for her classmates. -,- then ate dinner at food junction. bought two mags, 2 mangas and one ghost story book. =D woots.
we watched the little mermaid, lion king and enchanted that night. heh. XD it's sooooooooooooooo wonderful watching all disney classics (except enchanted) coz that one was coz debs and kat had never watched it before.
SUNDAY
went for lesson. it's super boring la. that crazy whacko is seriously scaring the shit out of me. IF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, PLEASE FCK OFF. I AM SERIOUSLY IRRITATED AND FREAKED OUT BY YOUR MAD ANTICS.
slacked the rest of the day. slept through the evening before going out with kat, lisa and kevin for dinner. we ate at that nasi lemak stall. =) the atmosphere is soooo good. no wonder ppl go there to eat instead of buying back. hah.
went to parkway. we wanted to rent more movies to watch but the stupid cashier was so rude. she just stared at all of us and blurted 'what's your age' in that suspicious manner. sure i dont look that old/young but it's really insulting that she gave that suspicious face. i mean come on. it's not like i'm asking her to give me all the money in the shop. -.- couldnt make a membership card just coz i wasnt carrying my IC around. stupid. but wth.
we went home and watched tv until lisa fell asleep so now we're jsut sitting around and chatting. so i'm gonna join them. NITE all!
went over to kat's house at night. WJ was so sweet and thoughtful. he helped carry my bags (i had my school bag, clothes bag and my laptop carrier so he carried the latter two). then he even insisted on bringing my jacket -he knows that i might get cold in class. =D awwwwx. I LOVE HIM. *kisses* hahhaax.
we all crammed in kat's and jess' room like we always do. slept on the bed with jess. she kept laughing and laughing. weird. -.-
SATURDAY
stoned the whole morning away. kat and lisa went to collect results. then later went swimming with debs. their swimming pool is so KEWL! it's got a man made waterfall. sweet! the heat was so unbearable but the pool was unnaturally refreshing! aaaaaaaaaah!
later watched two disney classics. beauty and the beast and aladdin. aaaawwx. i really miss those days when i used to believe in them. then went out coz debbie needed to buy presents for her classmates. -,- then ate dinner at food junction. bought two mags, 2 mangas and one ghost story book. =D woots.
we watched the little mermaid, lion king and enchanted that night. heh. XD it's sooooooooooooooo wonderful watching all disney classics (except enchanted) coz that one was coz debs and kat had never watched it before.
SUNDAY
went for lesson. it's super boring la. that crazy whacko is seriously scaring the shit out of me. IF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, PLEASE FCK OFF. I AM SERIOUSLY IRRITATED AND FREAKED OUT BY YOUR MAD ANTICS.
slacked the rest of the day. slept through the evening before going out with kat, lisa and kevin for dinner. we ate at that nasi lemak stall. =) the atmosphere is soooo good. no wonder ppl go there to eat instead of buying back. hah.
went to parkway. we wanted to rent more movies to watch but the stupid cashier was so rude. she just stared at all of us and blurted 'what's your age' in that suspicious manner. sure i dont look that old/young but it's really insulting that she gave that suspicious face. i mean come on. it's not like i'm asking her to give me all the money in the shop. -.- couldnt make a membership card just coz i wasnt carrying my IC around. stupid. but wth.
we went home and watched tv until lisa fell asleep so now we're jsut sitting around and chatting. so i'm gonna join them. NITE all!
what we could have been, 11:25 pm.
Friday, May 23, 2008
okae. so it's like the parents left yesterday for barcelona. or rather they left this AM coz their plane got delayed til 4am. poor them. heh.
today was like our marketing presentation. keep stumbling over louise's part of the speech. she had lost her voice so i volunteered to do her part but problem was i couldnt read her handwriting. -.-
went to debs and kat's house around 10+. the highway was so freaking crowded that he actually missed the turning but offered to lessen the fare. he did lessen the fare by 5 bucks but i couldnt let him. he was really very decent and honest. coz most drivers would have just gone the longer route and still charge us for it.
anyways. really pissed off at this asshole. spoiled my mood and i'm highly doubtful i can stand being in the same room as her. seriously i want to move out and never see that bitch again. spending more time with her is NOT EVEN THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO ON THIS EARTH.
today was like our marketing presentation. keep stumbling over louise's part of the speech. she had lost her voice so i volunteered to do her part but problem was i couldnt read her handwriting. -.-
went to debs and kat's house around 10+. the highway was so freaking crowded that he actually missed the turning but offered to lessen the fare. he did lessen the fare by 5 bucks but i couldnt let him. he was really very decent and honest. coz most drivers would have just gone the longer route and still charge us for it.
anyways. really pissed off at this asshole. spoiled my mood and i'm highly doubtful i can stand being in the same room as her. seriously i want to move out and never see that bitch again. spending more time with her is NOT EVEN THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO ON THIS EARTH.
what we could have been, 11:28 pm.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
been having some problems with a certain person lately. no names, coz i think quite a few peopl are involved or i think have a rough idea of what's going on. the whole issue is utterly childish but i'm in no mood to argue. i just want that part of my life closed and moved on from.
pretty tired today but woke up early for some weird reason. went to WJ's house coz at 2.14pm, the electricity in my building went off. zzz. had to walk 41 flights of stairs down to the 1st floor la. zzzzzzzz. lucky didnt sweat so much.
spent my afternoon watching 'Girlicious'. it's exactly the same as 'Search For The Next Pussycat Doll' except this time they were looking for 3 girls (which ended up being 4 anyways). OMG, there is so much bitchin' and drama. lawls. it's really entertaining to see those claws the 15 girls. stopped at episode 7 or 8 i think.
met up with steffi and walked around plaza sing before heading to class. zzz. the stupid indian dude who sat next to zara on the first day got his whole posse to sit where me, louise, ryan, zara, cass, aizat and arun used to sit. irritating. sat in front of michelle, meagan and nicole. they're really fun to talk to. especially meagan and michelle who seem like those crazy fun types. =D
after class, steffi, me and ryan went to Mac's to hang out. ryan showed us 3 new card tricks. OMFG la. i have no idea how he does it. it's almost creepy. steffi's so cute. she was like 'OMG!OMG!OMG!' in the cutest way ever. hahha. plus she's got that really funny laugh which makes you want to laugh too.
had a splitting headache when i got home. bathed in the dark coz there was no light in the toilet. my mom brought in this motion sensor light thingy which wasnt really good. had to come out and wave at it before it shone for like a minute then went off again.
tried to do the powerpoint but my headache was really killing me by then. so i stopped and thankfully louise offered to wrap it up. i think i'm gonna take a panadol and sleep til noon. definitely sounds like an inviting plan.
pretty tired today but woke up early for some weird reason. went to WJ's house coz at 2.14pm, the electricity in my building went off. zzz. had to walk 41 flights of stairs down to the 1st floor la. zzzzzzzz. lucky didnt sweat so much.
spent my afternoon watching 'Girlicious'. it's exactly the same as 'Search For The Next Pussycat Doll' except this time they were looking for 3 girls (which ended up being 4 anyways). OMG, there is so much bitchin' and drama. lawls. it's really entertaining to see those claws the 15 girls. stopped at episode 7 or 8 i think.
met up with steffi and walked around plaza sing before heading to class. zzz. the stupid indian dude who sat next to zara on the first day got his whole posse to sit where me, louise, ryan, zara, cass, aizat and arun used to sit. irritating. sat in front of michelle, meagan and nicole. they're really fun to talk to. especially meagan and michelle who seem like those crazy fun types. =D
after class, steffi, me and ryan went to Mac's to hang out. ryan showed us 3 new card tricks. OMFG la. i have no idea how he does it. it's almost creepy. steffi's so cute. she was like 'OMG!OMG!OMG!' in the cutest way ever. hahha. plus she's got that really funny laugh which makes you want to laugh too.
had a splitting headache when i got home. bathed in the dark coz there was no light in the toilet. my mom brought in this motion sensor light thingy which wasnt really good. had to come out and wave at it before it shone for like a minute then went off again.
tried to do the powerpoint but my headache was really killing me by then. so i stopped and thankfully louise offered to wrap it up. i think i'm gonna take a panadol and sleep til noon. definitely sounds like an inviting plan.
what we could have been, 1:15 am.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
okae it's 10.33 and i'm eating my breakfast. hahah. scrambled eggs. i think WJ must be thinking i'm mad. i've eaten scrambled egg like five days consecutively? ahahha. my bro and sister being gay lord and queen. my mom's nagging me to clean up my bunk (it's always full of soft toys and clothes) but i cant give a damn. it's my creative space and i like it that way. not that i actually have any other space to put it. -.-
pretty okay day la. was pretty annoyed coz bex and ryan made me wait nearly an hour for them. come on la. 12pm means 12pm, not almost to 1pm. =/ i wasted my time buying bubble tea thinking it may kill time while waiting. who knows that fifteen minutes later, i had finished my drink and they're both still not there.
rushed to finish the incomplete PP. it was a bit weird coz i barely talked. i'm good at talking with people but not on presentations. my mind goes completely blank la.
met steffi at city hall at nearly 5.40. omg she's so pretty! i mean she was pretty then but i think she looks prettier now coz her cheek bones are more refined. she's like those cute porcelain dolls. awwws.
really glad that we're attending the same school despite the gap in our friendship. but hopefully we'll become best friends once more. made new friends today. michelle, megan and kai ling. they're all really nice people. =)
maaaaaaaaaaaan. my house wont have electricity from 2pm to 5pm tomorrow. what am i gonna do then? it's like no air con. no tv. no laptop. no fan even. WTF man. no choice le. i am soooooooo going out.
pretty okay day la. was pretty annoyed coz bex and ryan made me wait nearly an hour for them. come on la. 12pm means 12pm, not almost to 1pm. =/ i wasted my time buying bubble tea thinking it may kill time while waiting. who knows that fifteen minutes later, i had finished my drink and they're both still not there.
rushed to finish the incomplete PP. it was a bit weird coz i barely talked. i'm good at talking with people but not on presentations. my mind goes completely blank la.
met steffi at city hall at nearly 5.40. omg she's so pretty! i mean she was pretty then but i think she looks prettier now coz her cheek bones are more refined. she's like those cute porcelain dolls. awwws.
really glad that we're attending the same school despite the gap in our friendship. but hopefully we'll become best friends once more. made new friends today. michelle, megan and kai ling. they're all really nice people. =)
maaaaaaaaaaaan. my house wont have electricity from 2pm to 5pm tomorrow. what am i gonna do then? it's like no air con. no tv. no laptop. no fan even. WTF man. no choice le. i am soooooooo going out.
what we could have been, 10:32 pm.
Monday, May 19, 2008
yayayayayayay. today was feeling in a much better mood coz the argument was pretty much done and forgotten. i hope we're friends again. =D i smsed her like when i got home ard 9pm. i guess at least that's one rough patch we hit but i'm sure that it's not gonna happen again.
anyways, was rushing like mad for the Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian Premier. coz we were stuck in traffic at Orchard for like ten-fifteen minutes. it was already three la and i'd lose the tickets if i didnt collect by 3.20 and probably get a crappy seat coz it was free-seating.
my mom had to come along coz she 'won' the tickets. had to use her IC no coz the competition was 21 and above only. ahhaha. it was FUCKING crowded la. i mean the place was already so small and you're expecting EVERYONE who paid or won tickets to the Premier to cram there, waiting, as well as the other movie goers.
had to budge our way forward. believe me, it was total chaos when they finally opened the premier theatre. everyone was pushing forward. some crazy person pushed me forward all the way up front so i manage to rush in but WJ got shoved back so lost time there to get a good seat. but we were stopped coz they were suspicious of anyone who was carrying a bag so had to let them check my bag which they only shone their torch before waving me in. -.-
on with the movie! for those who have read the book, clearly reading it was waaaay more exciting than watching it. at least that was how i felt. the whole theme was dark, intense and SARCARSTIC. -.- there were so many instances that they had plenty of retorts, come backs and insults that although were funny, definitely shouldnt have belonged in the movie. although it injected a bit of humour into the movie, it was rather confusing. i mean come on! most books always portray Londoners as rude, straight forward people but are the Narnians suppose to be like that too? geez!
okae. today is when i debut my newly 'zhng-ed' mp4. TA~DAAA! hahaha. the zhnging was done by louise. fantastic! =D
i love it so so much. of course, all that i bothered to take was my darling mp4 (i havent thought of a name for it yet) shiny backside. wahahah.
and and and this is the very first photo i took using the darling mp4. =D i'm pretty pleased with the result! normally i look spastic but sooooooo, this is one picture i'm deffo to keep! ^^
anyways, was rushing like mad for the Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian Premier. coz we were stuck in traffic at Orchard for like ten-fifteen minutes. it was already three la and i'd lose the tickets if i didnt collect by 3.20 and probably get a crappy seat coz it was free-seating.
my mom had to come along coz she 'won' the tickets. had to use her IC no coz the competition was 21 and above only. ahhaha. it was FUCKING crowded la. i mean the place was already so small and you're expecting EVERYONE who paid or won tickets to the Premier to cram there, waiting, as well as the other movie goers.
had to budge our way forward. believe me, it was total chaos when they finally opened the premier theatre. everyone was pushing forward. some crazy person pushed me forward all the way up front so i manage to rush in but WJ got shoved back so lost time there to get a good seat. but we were stopped coz they were suspicious of anyone who was carrying a bag so had to let them check my bag which they only shone their torch before waving me in. -.-
on with the movie! for those who have read the book, clearly reading it was waaaay more exciting than watching it. at least that was how i felt. the whole theme was dark, intense and SARCARSTIC. -.- there were so many instances that they had plenty of retorts, come backs and insults that although were funny, definitely shouldnt have belonged in the movie. although it injected a bit of humour into the movie, it was rather confusing. i mean come on! most books always portray Londoners as rude, straight forward people but are the Narnians suppose to be like that too? geez!
okae. today is when i debut my newly 'zhng-ed' mp4. TA~DAAA! hahaha. the zhnging was done by louise. fantastic! =D
i love it so so much. of course, all that i bothered to take was my darling mp4 (i havent thought of a name for it yet) shiny backside. wahahah.
and and and this is the very first photo i took using the darling mp4. =D i'm pretty pleased with the result! normally i look spastic but sooooooo, this is one picture i'm deffo to keep! ^^
what we could have been, 10:07 pm.
had a really crummy day la. damn fcked up and pissed off with someone. i think most ppl would just throw the friendship away or become enemies. but for some weird reason, i still respected that person and i wanted to still be friends with her.
surprisingly. its not because she's popular. or rich or whatever reasons that would draw ppl back to becoming friends. it was more of because i genuinely wanted to be friends with her. actually with most people, i'm like that. it's damn stupid coz i get hurt because of this simple reason.
like a friend i knew for quite a while. i always thought we were pretty good friends considering our circumstances. we hung out pretty much every holiday. but it all changed this year and it hurt me real bad. did she really want to throw away our history together just because of her newfound friends in JC? was i that unimportant to her? i never knew coz despite my attempts, she didnt care anymore.
moving on to more happier matters
i'm really excited for tomorrow's premier! i was so afraid i might not win but now that i have, it's like i'm in this denial that it actually happened. =)
*UPDATE*
we have made peace! well, sorta. we didnt have a war. just more like a talk to understand the situation and all. she's still my friend. =) and guess what, i think after this issue, we've probably gotten to know each other more. or i guess so la. i think i have. =)
surprisingly. its not because she's popular. or rich or whatever reasons that would draw ppl back to becoming friends. it was more of because i genuinely wanted to be friends with her. actually with most people, i'm like that. it's damn stupid coz i get hurt because of this simple reason.
like a friend i knew for quite a while. i always thought we were pretty good friends considering our circumstances. we hung out pretty much every holiday. but it all changed this year and it hurt me real bad. did she really want to throw away our history together just because of her newfound friends in JC? was i that unimportant to her? i never knew coz despite my attempts, she didnt care anymore.
moving on to more happier matters
i'm really excited for tomorrow's premier! i was so afraid i might not win but now that i have, it's like i'm in this denial that it actually happened. =)
*UPDATE*
we have made peace! well, sorta. we didnt have a war. just more like a talk to understand the situation and all. she's still my friend. =) and guess what, i think after this issue, we've probably gotten to know each other more. or i guess so la. i think i have. =)
what we could have been, 12:45 am.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
THURSDAY
exam was okay. finished earlier than tuesday la. went home to watch project runway. i knew rami would get in and not chris march! no offense to chris march supporters. jill looks scary with the heavy make up.
FRIDAY
wasnt really in the mood for school but turned up anyway. then quickly rushed home. i think my moodswings are out of whack. =/ yay! my AE order has arrived. i cant wait to finally get my shorts. =D
SATURDAY
OMGGGGG. I WON AN SHORT ESSAY WRITING COMPETITION! THE QUESTION WAS 'WHICH MYSTICAL CREATURE DID YOU LIKE IN THE MOVIE AND WHY?'. I WROTE ABOUT GLENSTORM, THE CENTAUR. I'VE BRIEFLY SKIMMED THROUGH THE PRINCE CASPIAN VOLUME AND I WAS MOST IMPRESSED BY THE CENTAURS. WROTE ABOUT HOW I LOVED THEIR MODESTY, THEIR STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS, THEIR FAIR SENSE OF JUSTICE (THEY DIDNT WANT REVENGE, THEY ONLY BELIEVED IN GETTING BACK WHAT WAS RIGHTFULLY THEIRS).
THE PRIZE?
Thank you for participating in the "The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian" contest. You have won 1x pair of tickets.
Please come down to Cathay Cineleisure level 6 on 19th May from 2.45pm to 3.20pm to collect your tickets and watch the movie.
A table will be setup near hall 3, you can redeem your tickets from there. Tickets not redeemed by 3.30pm will be forfeited. Thanks.
YAYAYYAYAY! I CANT WAIT! =D
exam was okay. finished earlier than tuesday la. went home to watch project runway. i knew rami would get in and not chris march! no offense to chris march supporters. jill looks scary with the heavy make up.
FRIDAY
wasnt really in the mood for school but turned up anyway. then quickly rushed home. i think my moodswings are out of whack. =/ yay! my AE order has arrived. i cant wait to finally get my shorts. =D
SATURDAY
OMGGGGG. I WON AN SHORT ESSAY WRITING COMPETITION! THE QUESTION WAS 'WHICH MYSTICAL CREATURE DID YOU LIKE IN THE MOVIE AND WHY?'. I WROTE ABOUT GLENSTORM, THE CENTAUR. I'VE BRIEFLY SKIMMED THROUGH THE PRINCE CASPIAN VOLUME AND I WAS MOST IMPRESSED BY THE CENTAURS. WROTE ABOUT HOW I LOVED THEIR MODESTY, THEIR STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS, THEIR FAIR SENSE OF JUSTICE (THEY DIDNT WANT REVENGE, THEY ONLY BELIEVED IN GETTING BACK WHAT WAS RIGHTFULLY THEIRS).
THE PRIZE?
Thank you for participating in the "The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian" contest. You have won 1x pair of tickets.
Please come down to Cathay Cineleisure level 6 on 19th May from 2.45pm to 3.20pm to collect your tickets and watch the movie.
A table will be setup near hall 3, you can redeem your tickets from there. Tickets not redeemed by 3.30pm will be forfeited. Thanks.
YAYAYYAYAY! I CANT WAIT! =D
what we could have been, 11:28 pm.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
successfully wasted the day by doing nothing much. read from the slides (a bit) then i spent the rest of the day slacking with WJ. awwww. we took turns over my laptop. we're like quibbling siblings when it comes to it, always trying to fight longer to play. heh. although that would be incest. =/
cant wait for this round of exams to be over. next round would be in the first week of june. then end june. wow. fast.
WJ. Jon jon. and lisa's bday all coming up. already prepared WJ and lisa's bday presents. dunno whether to give jon any. no offense jon! but i dont really know what to buy la. hahha.
cant wait for this round of exams to be over. next round would be in the first week of june. then end june. wow. fast.
WJ. Jon jon. and lisa's bday all coming up. already prepared WJ and lisa's bday presents. dunno whether to give jon any. no offense jon! but i dont really know what to buy la. hahha.
what we could have been, 11:20 pm.
it's been like raining super heavily the whole morning. couldnt even see past the construction site opposite my house. the clouds are still dark and it's threatening to break again. heh. thank goodness i'm not going out today. =D
wtfffff. i've only been attached for 18 months le. i know i want to get married and have kids but just not now!! unless you define soon in the coming ten years, yes i have no qualms about it. heh. (p.s. louise this is your fault. was browsing through your blog then i started on this. >.<)
riiiiiiiiiiight. now i know why i cant dress well and as far as i'm concerned fashion is something far far away from me. about the charity shit. well, i dont have a clue on that.
agreed. =)
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. -silence- i got thongs for the first round but the description was waaaaaaaaaaaay beyond me.
-gasps- i'm bipolar. -blinks- well, that is interesting. maybe i could use that in court if i ever commit a crime. i'm bored. i've no mood to do anything but stone. whoop.
| He's Going to Ask You... And Soon! |
 All you've got to do is stay calm and wait him out. If you want to start dreaming about your dress and ceremony... Well, that's cool - as long as you keep it on the down low That means all bridal magazines go under the bed! |
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wtfffff. i've only been attached for 18 months le. i know i want to get married and have kids but just not now!! unless you define soon in the coming ten years, yes i have no qualms about it. heh. (p.s. louise this is your fault. was browsing through your blog then i started on this. >.<)
|
Your Personality Is |
 You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
riiiiiiiiiiight. now i know why i cant dress well and as far as i'm concerned fashion is something far far away from me. about the charity shit. well, i dont have a clue on that.
|
What Your Handwriting Says About You |
 You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous. |
agreed. =)
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You Are Funky Panties |
 You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top. You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard. Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable. And you've got a spunky, feisty side that comes out after a while! |
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. -silence- i got thongs for the first round but the description was waaaaaaaaaaaay beyond me.
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You Are 60% Bipolar |
 You're a bit moody, and at times, your moods can be a bit extreme. It's up to you to decide if you're simply dramatic... or slightly bipolar. |
-gasps- i'm bipolar. -blinks- well, that is interesting. maybe i could use that in court if i ever commit a crime. i'm bored. i've no mood to do anything but stone. whoop.
what we could have been, 10:32 am.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Woot. i reached the 100th post! hahhaa. okae. so this is kinda like my main blog lah. i had about two-three others but i deleted one and kept the other two DEAD of course.
anyways. today had my first ever exam. hahha. Business Management. (i think). was freaking out coz although spent my weekend studying i wasnt really confident since i didnt understand the stuff.
i think i barely concentrated when me, louise and aizat were trying to study. we later joined cass and zara. fuck la. why ppl keep making notes? made me even more nervous coz i didnt make any. lol. omg. louise and aizat made a deal that if Louise got lower than a high distinction (an A+ in other terms), she owes aizat a BJ. WTF man. hahahha. pray hard louise.
went in and by some freak of nature, the moment the pen touched the paper, i just went off writing about Amex. unbelievable right? and it's about half of it was my own stuff la. not the notes that Rinkoo gave us. but i was kinda stumped when i turned to reebok which was funny coz i kept revising reebok more than i did with amex. but wth, i'm happy to get a distinction, God so please give me distinction for BM and HD for everything else coz i promise i would put in effort to study for those. finished around 8.30 so didnt bother to stick around and promptly went home.
thursday's the business fundamentals. i have to got read up and this time make SOME notes. hahaha. gonna sleep now. damn damn tired. woke up early today coz went facial with my mom. I LOVE CLARINS FACIAL. it's super super good!
anyways. today had my first ever exam. hahha. Business Management. (i think). was freaking out coz although spent my weekend studying i wasnt really confident since i didnt understand the stuff.
i think i barely concentrated when me, louise and aizat were trying to study. we later joined cass and zara. fuck la. why ppl keep making notes? made me even more nervous coz i didnt make any. lol. omg. louise and aizat made a deal that if Louise got lower than a high distinction (an A+ in other terms), she owes aizat a BJ. WTF man. hahahha. pray hard louise.
went in and by some freak of nature, the moment the pen touched the paper, i just went off writing about Amex. unbelievable right? and it's about half of it was my own stuff la. not the notes that Rinkoo gave us. but i was kinda stumped when i turned to reebok which was funny coz i kept revising reebok more than i did with amex. but wth, i'm happy to get a distinction, God so please give me distinction for BM and HD for everything else coz i promise i would put in effort to study for those. finished around 8.30 so didnt bother to stick around and promptly went home.
thursday's the business fundamentals. i have to got read up and this time make SOME notes. hahaha. gonna sleep now. damn damn tired. woke up early today coz went facial with my mom. I LOVE CLARINS FACIAL. it's super super good!
what we could have been, 11:20 pm.
Monday, May 12, 2008
gonna quickly summarise my weekend in one post lurhs. tomorrow having an exam and i'm freaking out. FUCK! i have no idea what i'm suppose to do la.
SATURDAY
stayed at home, doing nothing coz my flu-sinus thing is back with a vengeance. it's super frustrating coz then it clogs up my nose and throat. of course, that started my cough. -sighs-
WJ came over around dinner time. he spent the afternoon at home coz apparently his ENTIRE family was celebrating mother's day then. ahahah. damn funny coz his grandma (the fierce one who scares me) gave him quite some food for us. which was kinda good coz we were all starving while we waited for our indian takeaway. =)
SUNDAY
went out for lunch at a chinese restaurant in the hotel next to bugis. it was only so-so coz although some of its food was nice, the other half was kinda not. walked around bugis after lunch, ate kueh tu tu/tu tu kueh (whatever la, WJ)
after that we went to great world to watch IRON MAN. okay. totally stupid la the beginning. you wont understand shit until like ten minutes later? but overall pretty good la. i was kinda unhappy coz didnt really wanna watch it. but apparently my dad wanted to so yeah. =/
when we came out of the cinema, saw deepak and benedict? i dunno. i saw deepak but i didnt really look at the chinese guy next to him. WJ says it is.
OMG great world is crawling with ppl i know la. later saw some friends from camp but i didnt say hi. then saw marwin. i think i shrunk coz when he walked past i knew i was like shorter than i was before. but heck la. later saw him with audrey i think.
went to eat at the xiao long bao there. I LOVE XIAO LONG BAO okae? i love their egg thing. it's super nice. i think i finished off like one and a half serving bowls? hahah. i love it that much. the rest of it was okae. the soup dumpling was nice but i think it kinda got the soggy icky taste on the outside layer so i bit into it and ate the inside only. heh.
MONDAY
spent my morning studying then the after slacking. i kinda played those one hour freebies like nonstop until night then i started studying again. i really dont get it but i just want to pass this stupid exam and get over with it.
SATURDAY
stayed at home, doing nothing coz my flu-sinus thing is back with a vengeance. it's super frustrating coz then it clogs up my nose and throat. of course, that started my cough. -sighs-
WJ came over around dinner time. he spent the afternoon at home coz apparently his ENTIRE family was celebrating mother's day then. ahahah. damn funny coz his grandma (the fierce one who scares me) gave him quite some food for us. which was kinda good coz we were all starving while we waited for our indian takeaway. =)
SUNDAY
went out for lunch at a chinese restaurant in the hotel next to bugis. it was only so-so coz although some of its food was nice, the other half was kinda not. walked around bugis after lunch, ate kueh tu tu/tu tu kueh (whatever la, WJ)
after that we went to great world to watch IRON MAN. okay. totally stupid la the beginning. you wont understand shit until like ten minutes later? but overall pretty good la. i was kinda unhappy coz didnt really wanna watch it. but apparently my dad wanted to so yeah. =/
when we came out of the cinema, saw deepak and benedict? i dunno. i saw deepak but i didnt really look at the chinese guy next to him. WJ says it is.
OMG great world is crawling with ppl i know la. later saw some friends from camp but i didnt say hi. then saw marwin. i think i shrunk coz when he walked past i knew i was like shorter than i was before. but heck la. later saw him with audrey i think.
went to eat at the xiao long bao there. I LOVE XIAO LONG BAO okae? i love their egg thing. it's super nice. i think i finished off like one and a half serving bowls? hahah. i love it that much. the rest of it was okae. the soup dumpling was nice but i think it kinda got the soggy icky taste on the outside layer so i bit into it and ate the inside only. heh.
MONDAY
spent my morning studying then the after slacking. i kinda played those one hour freebies like nonstop until night then i started studying again. i really dont get it but i just want to pass this stupid exam and get over with it.
what we could have been, 11:18 pm.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
i cant sleep. i saw this fricking cockroach (which appeared out of nowhere) when i went to use the toilet. i nearly peed in my pants la! FUCK! damn you fugly cockroach. i lost the need to sleep the moment i saw it. GROSS GROSS GROSS!
now it's 12 bloody 53am. BUT I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO USE MY NEW MP4! woooooooo. =D hahha. i spent twenty minutes reading the DAMNED useless instructions before i realised that both sides were printed with the same damn thing. -.-'''
oh yeah. i checked my m1 line phone's inbox and to my horror and happiness. I RECIEVED 565 SMSes in 8 days. =DD and i sent XXX SMSes. lols. that part will remain censored.
yayayayayay. louise agreed to help me BLING my mp4 coz the back is damn fugly. as in it's just pure metal that is gonna scratch/stain/smudge very fast so yeah. PLUS it'll protect the damn thing should i accidentally drop after owning it for 2 months. -.- why am i not doing it myself? OMG, you want me to ruin my french manicure? no fucking way! plus plus plus, i suck at this DIY kind of stuff. i rather hand it over to a shop but Louise is super good so i'm rather honoured she agreed. =D yayness!
now it's 12 bloody 53am. BUT I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO USE MY NEW MP4! woooooooo. =D hahha. i spent twenty minutes reading the DAMNED useless instructions before i realised that both sides were printed with the same damn thing. -.-'''
oh yeah. i checked my m1 line phone's inbox and to my horror and happiness. I RECIEVED 565 SMSes in 8 days. =DD and i sent XXX SMSes. lols. that part will remain censored.
yayayayayay. louise agreed to help me BLING my mp4 coz the back is damn fugly. as in it's just pure metal that is gonna scratch/stain/smudge very fast so yeah. PLUS it'll protect the damn thing should i accidentally drop after owning it for 2 months. -.- why am i not doing it myself? OMG, you want me to ruin my french manicure? no fucking way! plus plus plus, i suck at this DIY kind of stuff. i rather hand it over to a shop but Louise is super good so i'm rather honoured she agreed. =D yayness!
what we could have been, 12:53 am.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
okay. i'm feeling really really dumb today. was like talking to louise and bex when i checked my tagboard. then i complained coz the time is like 12 hours behind so i'd have to wait 12 hours before my post appears on my blog. louise gave me this uber blank stare and told me that i could actually set it myself. -.-''' i felt majorly stupid then.
spacing out my paragraphs coz it's frustrating for me when i look at my blog. sure i love the mess of words that i see. but at times, i really need to squint (especially if i'm tired/sleepy/just woke up) so i'm trying to make it less difficult for myself. ahahha.
yesterday's lesson made me super exhausted. long day, like 13 hours out and about. i'm getting old. >.< hhah. not la, just not used to it. especially since i love sleeping late. i was out like a light and i only woke up like eleven hours later. talked to stef and christopher. I MISS STEFFI AND CHRIS!! i'm glad that steffi would be in the same school as me. different course, different timing but at least, we'll still bump into each other. afterall, she was my best friend in primary school. =)
today quite funny lurhs. i think HALF the class walked over to mac's with mr omar. we used joyce's coupons -the one that we can get a free dessert or something. gave mine to cass coz i was hungry but i knew i wouldnt be able to finish up. tri said i should have given him coz he wanted an apple pie or burger. oops. okae, next round it's tri who gets the free extra whatever-it-is.
had those sudden moodswings during class later. that drudged up all the problems i've been trying to push to the back of my mind for a while. really spoiled the day. felt bad to hang out with decky, bex and louise while i was in a crappy mood so i went home. but really i wanted to hang out with them. i think maybe louise knew how i was feeling? coz she surprised me by giving me a hug which made me feel better. =)
watched CSI today. i think i missed out too much already to actually follow what's going on. i dont see sarah (i think she left already) and i dont see much action from catherine (not that i mind) and i see more of my Greggy-poo. (whom i am still deluded that he's secretly in love with me). kidding! but seriously la, if i marry a caucasian, i hope my little kids look like greg. HAWT-ness. and i'll be the evil mother who the girls need the stamp of approval from before they can even date my darling sons. ahahha. okae, i'm delusional now. XD
spacing out my paragraphs coz it's frustrating for me when i look at my blog. sure i love the mess of words that i see. but at times, i really need to squint (especially if i'm tired/sleepy/just woke up) so i'm trying to make it less difficult for myself. ahahha.
yesterday's lesson made me super exhausted. long day, like 13 hours out and about. i'm getting old. >.< hhah. not la, just not used to it. especially since i love sleeping late. i was out like a light and i only woke up like eleven hours later. talked to stef and christopher. I MISS STEFFI AND CHRIS!! i'm glad that steffi would be in the same school as me. different course, different timing but at least, we'll still bump into each other. afterall, she was my best friend in primary school. =)
today quite funny lurhs. i think HALF the class walked over to mac's with mr omar. we used joyce's coupons -the one that we can get a free dessert or something. gave mine to cass coz i was hungry but i knew i wouldnt be able to finish up. tri said i should have given him coz he wanted an apple pie or burger. oops. okae, next round it's tri who gets the free extra whatever-it-is.
had those sudden moodswings during class later. that drudged up all the problems i've been trying to push to the back of my mind for a while. really spoiled the day. felt bad to hang out with decky, bex and louise while i was in a crappy mood so i went home. but really i wanted to hang out with them. i think maybe louise knew how i was feeling? coz she surprised me by giving me a hug which made me feel better. =)
watched CSI today. i think i missed out too much already to actually follow what's going on. i dont see sarah (i think she left already) and i dont see much action from catherine (not that i mind) and i see more of my Greggy-poo. (whom i am still deluded that he's secretly in love with me). kidding! but seriously la, if i marry a caucasian, i hope my little kids look like greg. HAWT-ness. and i'll be the evil mother who the girls need the stamp of approval from before they can even date my darling sons. ahahha. okae, i'm delusional now. XD
what we could have been, 11:04 pm.
feeling mentally drained today. was up around 7.30plus for the first time since... well.. officially it would be since my O levels. so that's like six months ago. anyways, was super stoned when i got to school by 9am. 9 bloody am!! i wouldnt even be up then. or even if by some rare mistake i was, i would turn over and sleep again.
at least mr jeffrey made it worthwhile. it was a bit pathetic since only FIVE students bothered to turn up. me and tri sat together and i think both of us were stoning. louise kept smsing me. i think she's was really freaked out by our project as it was due today. to be honest, sometimes its a little hard to understand her but i guess her 'rudeness' is really just part of her. she may not notice it but it's just her. and i dont hate it. just only when i'm the recieving end, then that's a bitch.
mr omar's lesson was really boring. plus i was in a really bad mood by then thanks to some idiot. went downstairs to try cool off. luckily bex, louise, decky and jaime were there with me and that made me feel much better.
i really think that they're so decent. maybe on the outside everyone looks different. but inside there's a genuinely sincere person, we just need to understand.
rushed to SMa meridien to finish off our project. ate subway again. ahahha. i seriously need to chill out on those subway cookies. i ate another one today. aaaah, the guilt! >.<
rinkoo tried to help us by giving us some notes and all. really damn scared. don't understand what the fuck i'm suppose to do during the exam. i need to study but i'm not motivated. neither do i have the right mindset. i'm so exhausted from all the classes.
talked to chris today. i guess it put me in a better mood coz he tends to understand me than others. plus he doesnt judge me for anything. AND he takes what i say seriously. PLUS i got to chat with wen jie which made me super super happy until an idiot ruined my mood again. =/ i know that everyone tells me to ignore but i wear my heart on my sleeve. my emotions define what sort of person i am. i'm not a robot. i'm a human, a woman. i am me. and i wouldnt trade places with anyone in this world.
at least mr jeffrey made it worthwhile. it was a bit pathetic since only FIVE students bothered to turn up. me and tri sat together and i think both of us were stoning. louise kept smsing me. i think she's was really freaked out by our project as it was due today. to be honest, sometimes its a little hard to understand her but i guess her 'rudeness' is really just part of her. she may not notice it but it's just her. and i dont hate it. just only when i'm the recieving end, then that's a bitch.
mr omar's lesson was really boring. plus i was in a really bad mood by then thanks to some idiot. went downstairs to try cool off. luckily bex, louise, decky and jaime were there with me and that made me feel much better.
i really think that they're so decent. maybe on the outside everyone looks different. but inside there's a genuinely sincere person, we just need to understand.
rushed to SMa meridien to finish off our project. ate subway again. ahahha. i seriously need to chill out on those subway cookies. i ate another one today. aaaah, the guilt! >.<
rinkoo tried to help us by giving us some notes and all. really damn scared. don't understand what the fuck i'm suppose to do during the exam. i need to study but i'm not motivated. neither do i have the right mindset. i'm so exhausted from all the classes.
talked to chris today. i guess it put me in a better mood coz he tends to understand me than others. plus he doesnt judge me for anything. AND he takes what i say seriously. PLUS i got to chat with wen jie which made me super super happy until an idiot ruined my mood again. =/ i know that everyone tells me to ignore but i wear my heart on my sleeve. my emotions define what sort of person i am. i'm not a robot. i'm a human, a woman. i am me. and i wouldnt trade places with anyone in this world.
what we could have been, 2:52 pm.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
first day back at school after midterm.
it's so weird. i think i got used to not having classes in the afternoon so i practically slept until 11 then i remembered i had lessons at 2 so woke up and switched on the laptop. msned awhile with sandymandy, bex and ryan. then later played gunz then msned somemore before rushing to shower coz i was suppose to meet bex at 1.
daaaamn, i hate the construction around paya lebar station. had to walk ONE big round to get into the station. luckily i got there just in time so bex didnt have to get off.
we were both feeling a little hungry so bought food at one of those stalls at bugis. i bought the cheesy, gravy fries. OMG, i love them. (and my tummy is taking vengeance by making me feel queasy)
today's lesson was quite slack coz omar spent half the lesson talking to each and every group, getting updates on our projects. of course lousie, bex, tri and decky were doing a little extra researching on ****. hahhaha. i was like look one second then 'eeek!' and then i would cover my eyes. daaaaarn. i sound so babyish. i dont smoke, i dont drink and i dont watch porn. sorry peeps but that's not me. i dont want those vices to follow me. i dont need a beer belly. i dont need wrinkles and yellowish skin. i dont need potential perversion.
kiddding! i just dont indulge in what others like. after all one man's treasure is another's man trash. or the other way around. lol.
anyways breaktime we all went downstairs for a smoke. not me of course, i was desperate for a drink and my daily dose of newpaper. ahhaha. ALTHOUGH i do have to admit that decky's cigarettes (the black covered ones) are nice smelling. it smells of fruit. =D and typically when i told him that, he blew it all over me. -.-'' thanks a lot decky.
after class went to drink with bex, decky, tri, louise and cass. or rather everyone but me and bex drank. and only me, tri and bex didnt smoke. hahaha. and i was the only one who doesnt club. -sighs- hahah. anyways enjoyed it while i was there. decky's drink was tasty and so was cass but tri's drink was disgusting. sorry tri but mojitos are just naaaasty.
later met up with wen jie. went shopping for awhile. WINDOW shopping that is. then went home for dinner. wen jie was pretty quiet today. coz he's got some problems that he cant solve. and neither can i help him. sad. at least we had some privacy before he went back. =D
oh yeah, i got my new bling necklace! hahah. it doesnt look as nice as i thought it would but wth. it's still pretty nice. =D
tomorrow's gonna be a long day since i have class from 9am to 10pm. duh, there's breaks but then again, i havent had so many lessons in a long long while. hahah.
it's so weird. i think i got used to not having classes in the afternoon so i practically slept until 11 then i remembered i had lessons at 2 so woke up and switched on the laptop. msned awhile with sandymandy, bex and ryan. then later played gunz then msned somemore before rushing to shower coz i was suppose to meet bex at 1.
daaaamn, i hate the construction around paya lebar station. had to walk ONE big round to get into the station. luckily i got there just in time so bex didnt have to get off.
we were both feeling a little hungry so bought food at one of those stalls at bugis. i bought the cheesy, gravy fries. OMG, i love them. (and my tummy is taking vengeance by making me feel queasy)
today's lesson was quite slack coz omar spent half the lesson talking to each and every group, getting updates on our projects. of course lousie, bex, tri and decky were doing a little extra researching on ****. hahhaha. i was like look one second then 'eeek!' and then i would cover my eyes. daaaaarn. i sound so babyish. i dont smoke, i dont drink and i dont watch porn. sorry peeps but that's not me. i dont want those vices to follow me. i dont need a beer belly. i dont need wrinkles and yellowish skin. i dont need potential perversion.
kiddding! i just dont indulge in what others like. after all one man's treasure is another's man trash. or the other way around. lol.
anyways breaktime we all went downstairs for a smoke. not me of course, i was desperate for a drink and my daily dose of newpaper. ahhaha. ALTHOUGH i do have to admit that decky's cigarettes (the black covered ones) are nice smelling. it smells of fruit. =D and typically when i told him that, he blew it all over me. -.-'' thanks a lot decky.
after class went to drink with bex, decky, tri, louise and cass. or rather everyone but me and bex drank. and only me, tri and bex didnt smoke. hahaha. and i was the only one who doesnt club. -sighs- hahah. anyways enjoyed it while i was there. decky's drink was tasty and so was cass but tri's drink was disgusting. sorry tri but mojitos are just naaaasty.
later met up with wen jie. went shopping for awhile. WINDOW shopping that is. then went home for dinner. wen jie was pretty quiet today. coz he's got some problems that he cant solve. and neither can i help him. sad. at least we had some privacy before he went back. =D
oh yeah, i got my new bling necklace! hahah. it doesnt look as nice as i thought it would but wth. it's still pretty nice. =D
tomorrow's gonna be a long day since i have class from 9am to 10pm. duh, there's breaks but then again, i havent had so many lessons in a long long while. hahah.
what we could have been, 1:46 pm.
Monday, May 05, 2008
one week. -.- one stinking week of holiday but i didnt feel like it was. i so cant wait until i get an official holiday in like.. oooh. three months. whoopie-dee-do. -sighs-
got that stupid stomach-clenching feeling again. the kind you feel when you read uber cheesy stuff or when you get jealous. arghx. i'm punishing myself, i know i am. i force myself to see it everyday. why? because i know i can be better than this. come on, i'm almost 17. i can handle this stupid shit. so why doesnt the stomach clenching stop?
i got an mp4 this week. my supplier was super nice. gave me a good price and the first pick of choice! weee. i chose pink coz the blue was just naaaasty. the kind you see on uniforms. bleahs. i hate white coz it gets dirty easily and green.. well.. i had a green gameboy last time, believe me, it drew weird looks. besides its a female's natural instinct to go with pink. or something bright. =/ well most females.
hahah. couldnt pronounce my supplier's name, chia sheng. stupid sia. woke up late on the day we were suppose to meet. finally when we both arrived, he smsed me then i walked over to the phone booth. jacky was like 'careful le, if anything i'm right here' coz we were waiting by the magazine stall.
Chia Sheng's really decent. he told me to call him if there were any problems and all. then he helped me decide the mp4 colour coz at first i kept telling him i dunno what colour to pick. when i paid him, he still gave me back the change lo. i was like 'waaa' coz my other suppliers never give me back change. in fact they take it as if it was just part of service charge. felt a bit bad coz he didnt even charge me for the meet up.
later when waiting for the bus back, i realised why his attire bothered me so much and why the school girl standing near us smiled at us knowingly. WE LOOKED LIKE A COUPLE. -.- coz he was wearing a white shirt and black shorts. AND i wore a white top and black shorts. great. -.-'''' of course, jacky got kinda pissed off by that fact but he didnt mind since he got to see my mp4. it's a little on the small side but i didnt really get it for videos coz i wanted it more for the fact that jacky stole my ipod. =/ hahaha. i want an iphone and an itouch! for no reason other than that i can claim i have one. ahhaha. hence why my mom wouldnt let me buy one.
weekend was kinda blah. practically stoned the whole time. then around ten i finally did some form of contribution to my project work. sorry le louise and bekie. feel bad since they did most of it. so i searched through the net to put some references in. sent it to louise coz i know i'm not bringing the vaio tomorrow.
talked to jimmy kor today. i suddenly miss sec sch. esp sec3 when me and jimmy were tight. as in close friends, arseholes. nearly every week without fail we'd grab a meal together at plaza sing and just talk. that felt good especially since i was going through some problems back then. -sighs- i hate growing up.
got that stupid stomach-clenching feeling again. the kind you feel when you read uber cheesy stuff or when you get jealous. arghx. i'm punishing myself, i know i am. i force myself to see it everyday. why? because i know i can be better than this. come on, i'm almost 17. i can handle this stupid shit. so why doesnt the stomach clenching stop?
i got an mp4 this week. my supplier was super nice. gave me a good price and the first pick of choice! weee. i chose pink coz the blue was just naaaasty. the kind you see on uniforms. bleahs. i hate white coz it gets dirty easily and green.. well.. i had a green gameboy last time, believe me, it drew weird looks. besides its a female's natural instinct to go with pink. or something bright. =/ well most females.
hahah. couldnt pronounce my supplier's name, chia sheng. stupid sia. woke up late on the day we were suppose to meet. finally when we both arrived, he smsed me then i walked over to the phone booth. jacky was like 'careful le, if anything i'm right here' coz we were waiting by the magazine stall.
Chia Sheng's really decent. he told me to call him if there were any problems and all. then he helped me decide the mp4 colour coz at first i kept telling him i dunno what colour to pick. when i paid him, he still gave me back the change lo. i was like 'waaa' coz my other suppliers never give me back change. in fact they take it as if it was just part of service charge. felt a bit bad coz he didnt even charge me for the meet up.
later when waiting for the bus back, i realised why his attire bothered me so much and why the school girl standing near us smiled at us knowingly. WE LOOKED LIKE A COUPLE. -.- coz he was wearing a white shirt and black shorts. AND i wore a white top and black shorts. great. -.-'''' of course, jacky got kinda pissed off by that fact but he didnt mind since he got to see my mp4. it's a little on the small side but i didnt really get it for videos coz i wanted it more for the fact that jacky stole my ipod. =/ hahaha. i want an iphone and an itouch! for no reason other than that i can claim i have one. ahhaha. hence why my mom wouldnt let me buy one.
weekend was kinda blah. practically stoned the whole time. then around ten i finally did some form of contribution to my project work. sorry le louise and bekie. feel bad since they did most of it. so i searched through the net to put some references in. sent it to louise coz i know i'm not bringing the vaio tomorrow.
talked to jimmy kor today. i suddenly miss sec sch. esp sec3 when me and jimmy were tight. as in close friends, arseholes. nearly every week without fail we'd grab a meal together at plaza sing and just talk. that felt good especially since i was going through some problems back then. -sighs- i hate growing up.
what we could have been, 2:36 pm.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
i used to be so jealous of them. and i didnt know why. i don't know him. i barely knew her, didn't like her in the first place. so why was i so jealous? why the horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach? it bothered me for over a week, then finally i understood.
my situation was different. what applied to them, didn't apply to my life. it looked normal, even boring to others but to me, it was something i wanted, craved, desired. but it was so far away from me.
i wanted the same perfect life. it looked perfect on the outside. their content faces. their pure childish, naivete innocence. i had that once upon a lifetime. but now it doesn't happen anymore.
today, i'm not so much that envious. just an occasional twinge on how life would be so much better if it was.
my situation was different. what applied to them, didn't apply to my life. it looked normal, even boring to others but to me, it was something i wanted, craved, desired. but it was so far away from me.
i wanted the same perfect life. it looked perfect on the outside. their content faces. their pure childish, naivete innocence. i had that once upon a lifetime. but now it doesn't happen anymore.
today, i'm not so much that envious. just an occasional twinge on how life would be so much better if it was.
what we could have been, 2:37 pm.
maaan, it feels like the past three days have past by so quickly. i mean, didnt do much, didnt really go out. just stay at home slack. quite 'shiok' for me coz since the start of school, i haven't had a single week where i didnt have to go to school at least six days a week.
yes yes yes, it's beneficial to me but at this point, it's just bloody torture. the teachers keep yakking on and on about whatever we're supposed to be learning. not that it makes sense to me in the first place.
see my sister study and panic over exams. that's the one thing i dont regret 'graduating' from. i still have my own exams but i don't have to worry about having to compete with others. i just have to worry about myself. -happy smile-
LOUISE IS READING MY BLOG AS I TYPE THIS BY THE WAY.
i love louise. =D she's my bestest friend from SMa. (i'm not replacing old bestest friends, just making more) which comes to my point, i dont believe in monogamy in friendship. XD
anyways, today's complaint is about THE 'SINGRISH' BLOGGERS. -shudders- i cant believe that word just appeared on my blog.
okay, how it came about? (as in how it came to my obssession, not singlish) was talking to my beloved history teacher [she helped me get 2 As =D] and we chatted about the singlish she prob have come across since joining outram this year. i pity her but at the same time, i'm glad she's there coz i can visit her there next time. weee. i miss my teachers (sorta). =)
so went to prove my point by looking at those 'ah lian' kind of blogs. typically the average neighbourhood student. and bam, i have just proven it. their english is atrocious. aside the fact that it's not even proper english (it doesnt even qualify as singlish), instead of blogging (which actually helped improve my consciousness on spelling) they spam their blog with photos of them acting cute, daring photos (mind out of the gutter, pervs) which consists of them taking photos in class. oh big deal.
naturally they coo about how fantastic their days were (went out with miner 2 tiong dhen walk walk away then miner say she thirsty then we buy bubbletea) whoop-di-doo. then later they will blog about stupid things like 'jiawen kip argue wth miee and miner. she is the one who dowan talkk wth us first'. BIG WHOOP. =/
it's so boring and their english is so horrible i could just start crying. what happened to normal english?
yes yes yes, it's beneficial to me but at this point, it's just bloody torture. the teachers keep yakking on and on about whatever we're supposed to be learning. not that it makes sense to me in the first place.
see my sister study and panic over exams. that's the one thing i dont regret 'graduating' from. i still have my own exams but i don't have to worry about having to compete with others. i just have to worry about myself. -happy smile-
LOUISE IS READING MY BLOG AS I TYPE THIS BY THE WAY.
i love louise. =D she's my bestest friend from SMa. (i'm not replacing old bestest friends, just making more) which comes to my point, i dont believe in monogamy in friendship. XD
anyways, today's complaint is about THE 'SINGRISH' BLOGGERS. -shudders- i cant believe that word just appeared on my blog.
okay, how it came about? (as in how it came to my obssession, not singlish) was talking to my beloved history teacher [she helped me get 2 As =D] and we chatted about the singlish she prob have come across since joining outram this year. i pity her but at the same time, i'm glad she's there coz i can visit her there next time. weee. i miss my teachers (sorta). =)
so went to prove my point by looking at those 'ah lian' kind of blogs. typically the average neighbourhood student. and bam, i have just proven it. their english is atrocious. aside the fact that it's not even proper english (it doesnt even qualify as singlish), instead of blogging (which actually helped improve my consciousness on spelling) they spam their blog with photos of them acting cute, daring photos (mind out of the gutter, pervs) which consists of them taking photos in class. oh big deal.
naturally they coo about how fantastic their days were (went out with miner 2 tiong dhen walk walk away then miner say she thirsty then we buy bubbletea) whoop-di-doo. then later they will blog about stupid things like 'jiawen kip argue wth miee and miner. she is the one who dowan talkk wth us first'. BIG WHOOP. =/
it's so boring and their english is so horrible i could just start crying. what happened to normal english?
what we could have been, 11:01 am.
